Love a bit, tear a bit

 Particularly in recent days his face does not look good, when trying on clothes feel so haggard, and seemed much older. Have been working themselves, and look at their own dress up, how much a touch of comfort and joy, But when she sees herself in the mirror now seems to have lost the feeling. my friends who do not know how, and all have been divorced, one's best friend also recently divorced, she told me that she thought ex-husband did not love, but in fact know until when the separately how much I love him. she secretly shed tears every night. see now, she can not help but think of the original yourself. Do not have time to really know how to cherish it? Is sort of love, tears have a bit? Do women will never match the men resolute and realistic? Do ...... who also like her own sadness and nostalgia for lost love will have a thorough heart, and tears. be the first time in several years myself, now will be tears, could be different is not the reason I cry is to have love, but to share my flesh and blood loss family. Although the deep-seated love, but time will gradually diluted, can be family forever does not water, as long as you live will not forget. had to leave, I thought I would be very strong to get rid of all that once, but up to now I came to understand: the child's love that I can not get rid of and forgotten. Even if I further efforts futile. Today, I was in tears, not such a long time. they know, because they think of the children. for once His memory is fuzzy too close to the numbness, strange Debu worth mentioning, it should have been so far away it is love. But each time I see TV when the child saw her mother after a long absence and exclusion from the strange look of a thousand miles of operation , my heart will not help pain, tears falling inadvertently cheek, because it touched my heart again, scenes of the Okanagan deep chord. sometimes feel really failed! failure Debu want to live. I carry the the feelings of many debts, are flesh and blood family bonds, the weight I could not find a happy reason. their own do? your face in front of all how? alive so hard! Sometimes I do not know why they should come to this world? why so hard to live? clearly do not have to force myself happy happy, obviously care must force yourself to not care, but also deliberately to avoid thoughts clearly, clearly intolerable loneliness even pretend to be full, obviously ......  Because there is love so will cry. Whether you are sad because of what kind of love, tears, do not refuse, because at least you know and love, and love.